Yesterday, I was busy taking care of my dog. She is the oldest and I call her Tutay. Just this week, she have been suffering from vomiting. She is specifically vomiting bile and not food. I checked on YouTube videos on how to treat it but I found the best way is to have her checked by the vet. She had some series of blood test and was on IV because she is dehydrated. We cannot have her to stay in the vet for admission because of money problems, just like I do with myself whenever I do a check up. When she was home yesterday, she was still vomiting even when she was already provided medicine. I have a bad feeling that she will not survive.
Warning: The next one is not easy to share, if you are a pet lover, I think you must not read it. I don’t want to hurt you.
Just early this morning I able to talk to her on what she was feeling. She was giving me the look that she can’t go live anymore. I was still keeping positive because she has medicines. Later on, she was shaking and we panic. We try to move her arms and legs to give her some oxygen. I was pumping her shoulder to wake up her heart but her tongue stick out so we think she already give up. Even while crying I was trying my best to wake her up but she lost her breath already. I touched her heart and it is not pumping anymore.
I can’t describe the feeling. She is the oldest dog. We have her since year 2005. She will be having her birthday August 23 and it was next month. It will not be easy for me, especially to my mother. I know we need to moves on but it will be very hard for everyone, especially to my youngest dog Gelo. Tutay loves Gelo so much and she treat him like a son. Gelo saw what happened earlier and now I can’t talk to him. He is very upset. It will not be easy for me….
Tutay in the picture….
Image credit to @grecy